Could life get any worse? :(

Hello world! I have been in a horrible mood all day, without the fact of my skype dates with my family and one of my best friends. 

My boyfriend of a year and 5, almost 6months, has bad heart problems. I dont know what it is, and i am soo worried about and for him. I wish there was a way how i can get a sign or anything about whether he would be ok or not. UGH i need a dream, a good dream, from God to let me know he will be ok. 

Good night my darlings